When I killed you in my mind
I killed myself bleeding to death
Tore apart every hatred I could find
Drowned myself in pot and crystal meth
I needed you whilst my disaster
You tested my determination towards love
Went through all your whims and cluster
Finally, fell down finished and rose above
Dreamt of my life with you forever
You pushed me into a whirlpool of pain
Didn’t think this through, not once, never
What happened? What did you gain?
Kill me for real, all is lost now
Finished every chip of my luck
Life is now obsolete, taking a bow
Never was good, a complete muck!